Different doesn't equal Wrong

i will eat your babies bitch!

2010-01-06T16:12:39Z

TOLEDO TIME!

reserved_red @ 2010-01-03T11:26:00

2010-01-03T16:26:41Z

it seems everyone is down in the dumps
so maybe this will brighten your day, I don't see how it couldn't:

or

reserved_red @ 2009-12-27T13:20:00

2009-12-27T18:21:06Z

saw avatar with adam yesterday

awesome

fuckin A.

reserved_red @ 2009-12-22T11:50:00

2009-12-22T16:50:42Z

aggga

got to get shit done today

reserved_red @ 2009-12-21T12:12:00

2009-12-21T17:12:36Z

I only weigh 111 lbs? i was heavier then that in 6th grade (a husky and tall 6th grader) Im not complaining but...its not like a diet or exercise...so...wheres it going?

Adam and i have been using these pizza kits lately, they're like giant lunchables yummm

yesterday, i only left the house to see Justin for a little bit, i thought i was going to go insane but it was nice to have some time alone in my head and get some thoughts together

dewey and marley are so old, deweys not as chubby as Id like him, and hes losing some hair in parts. and you can see teeth marks from marley knawing on his back when he tries to groom dewey.
rats are so cute, i could just squeeze the puddin out of there eyes.

hey jenny-thanks for having JAC on your profile, another reason to look at ur perty face.

fuck children, fuck America, fuck Jesus

i want to hang out with bill murray today

reserved_red @ 2009-12-17T11:24:00

2009-12-17T16:25:09Z

reserved_red @ 2009-12-17T10:38:00

2009-12-17T15:38:34Z

saw dunbar at yesterdays show, we made fun of people together, found a dollar behind a toilet and had some cheeze-its
deathcat is a seriously awful band, any band that has a "thundermaker" as a solo instrument.

chris came and sang JAC
fuckin A

reserved_red @ 2009-12-09T19:37:00

2009-12-10T00:37:20Z

yep

2009-11-30T17:15:41Z

medicated and sedated, the government's a pusher with a corporate whore

2009-11-16T05:42:12Z

cutting more hair off on tuesday....

bought some really nice super soft woodless pencils....

lansing show at 414 coming sooooooonnnn.....

sense of outer world is getting better, I get absorbed too much in my head, for a while lately...

its a a stupid fan video (of a pretty biracial vegan activist so its more okay)- industrial isn't my "stlye" I guess usually,but...I tend to like angry women ;p.......its persia white...she was on that show "girlfriends" ....lets just ignore that part please. her band xeo3 does a billie holiday cover too, strange fruit- one of the greatest lyrics ever.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Y-M_3qrroU

reserved_red @ 2009-11-11T12:16:00

2009-11-11T17:19:10Z

They don't eat, don't sleep
They don't feed, they don't seethe
Bare their gums when they moan and squeak
Lick the dirt off a larger one's feet
They don't push, don't crowd
Congregate until they're much too loud
Fuck to procreate till they are dead
Drink the blood of their so called best friend

They don't scurry when something bigger comes their way
Don't pack themselves together and run as one
Don't shit where they're not supposed to
Don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare

They don't scam, don't fight
Don't oppress an equals given rights
Starve the poor so they can be well fed
Line their holes with the dead ones bread

They don't scurry when something bigger comes their way
Don't pack themselves together and run as one
Don't shit where they're not supposed to
Don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare...

Rats...They don't compare
Ben, the two of us need look no more

reserved_red @ 2009-11-11T12:14:00

2009-11-11T17:14:40Z

Im off my rocker

shit I don't even have a rocker...

fuck you 2010...trailer to alice in wonderland

2009-10-18T07:39:03Z

http://www.comingsoon.net/news/movienews.php

reserved_red @ 2009-09-28T13:11:00

2009-09-28T17:18:03Z

Sitting here like uninvited company
Wallowing in my own obscenities
I share a cigarette with negativity
Sitting here like wet ashes
With xs in my eyes and drawing flies
Bathed in perspiration drowned my enemies
Used my inspiration for a guillotine
I fire a loaded mental cannon to the page
Leaning on the pedestal that holds my self denial
Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride
Sitting here like wet ashes with xs in
My eyes, and drawing flies
Hey what you yellin
About, conditions, permission, mirrored self affliction
Hey what you yellin about sadists
Co-addiction, perfect analogies
Hey what you yellin about conditions
Permission mirrored self affliction
Leaning on the pedestal that holds my self denial
Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride
Sitting here like wet ashes with xs in my eyes
And drawing flies

Gary might be dieing

2009-09-14T16:43:17Z

Gary is what I named my car
so its really not all that bad
still sucks though

stupid fat yellow gary

Ugly Bastard

2009-09-11T15:28:40Z

why do they only seem to make band shirts for big fat guys?
Im swimming in all my favorite band shirts
its like a shelter, a tent
Im not very good, I mean, good at all, at modifying tshirts..
thats probably becuase I just get angry while Im doing it, I don't enjoy the process of seweing
Ill probably just keep them big

I hope work goes well for adam this morning : /
I got a gift for him last night that will be here in 4-5 business days
Ill probably just give it to him right away

I hope my coffee is done being made
arg headache

I usually don't update so habitually

I need to study up for myarcheology class

saw jess last night, woo! jack burton got so big, I hadn't seen the baby snakes in so long

oh and hey,
Im not oblivious
Im not stupid
I changed since highschool
not sorry for changing, but sorry for hurting you
you didnt sense a growing distance in conversation before..........?

sure Ive posted this millions of times

2009-09-02T15:43:48Z

this is the only time this song is ok...Im so so vaclempt :p

reserved_red @ 2009-08-18T20:16:00

2009-08-19T00:17:01Z

leavin for toldeo tomorrow!
yea!
yea!
yea!

reserved_red @ 2009-08-17T14:41:00

2009-08-17T18:53:09Z

fucking pissed. I go through spews of rage every so often

this was brought on by work and incompitent people that can't take care of thier fucking shit, not to mention literall shit shooting out of asses at 6 in the morning and the fucking owner not even caring about her own poor vomiting dog. I must be the only one thier that cares about Housten. why the fuck did she get a great dane if shes just going to leave it at work, give him bad food and ignore him? poor guy. I called her at 6 and was hoping to wake her up with my call to tell her to bring her dog some fucking food...except i didn't say fucking becuase she is my boss. she said she will. if she doesn't i might have to add some more intensity to my vocabulary when talking to her.

and now a relative is being taken off her ventalture for her brain annn,,,,,no fucking idea how to spell it
I didn't know her too well
mom won't stop crying, shes looking through her photo albums now

tried calling adam, i guess his phone must dead or something. toledo is something to look forward to though i guess

probably better i don't talk to anyone till the rage settles anyways

god damnit...i don't have to work tomorrow 6:30 am to 7:30 pm anymore at least, now I just start at 1. Ill make sure tonight goes well then
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balls

BEAT THE BASTARDS BEAT THEM NOW!!!!

2009-08-14T16:34:37Z

ew
fuckin preteen fashionistas
you're handbag doesn't need to match your flip flops
and why the hell do you need a cell phone...your mom drives you everywhere anyways
but its worse when they have that speaking pattern some of them have...they really emphasize thier "s's", and everything is "like" and "OMG" and "Ill brb my bff lol!"

...fuck

but anyways, going to toledo next week for a day Im thinkings
should be fun
I hope the tour gets intensly more awesome for the guys, face melting good

this song always gets me pumped, I feel so dead
taking a break today

reserved_red @ 2009-08-14T12:28:00

2009-08-14T16:32:38Z

ew
fuckin preteen fashionistas
you're handbag doesn't need to match your flip flops
and why the hell do you need a cell phone...your mom drives you everywhere anyways
but its worse when they have that speaking pattern some of them have...they really emphasize thier "s's", and everything is "like" and "OMG" and "Ill brb my bff lol!"

...fuck

but anyways, going to toledo next week for a day Im thinkings
should be fun

this song always gets me pumped, I feel so dead
taking a break today

reserved_red @ 2009-08-08T13:20:00

2009-08-08T17:23:22Z

reserved_red @ 2009-08-08T12:44:00

2009-08-08T16:47:18Z

adams gone until the 23rd on tour
hes pretty pumped

I haven't had a day to myself in a long while, I think Im going to do that today

I keep zoning out

time for goodies

lol

2009-07-31T18:53:28Z

reserved_red @ 2009-07-10T12:53:00

2009-07-10T17:09:57Z

Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter.
Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter.
Post the list in your journal.
Give out letters those who comment.

adam gave me F:

1. freedom
2. foxes
3. feeling
4. finding things you thought you lost
5. fish in the sea
6. ...fucking.....
7. frolocking
8. friends
9. felines
10. fugazi