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[04 Aug 2011|10:54am] |
I think Im in limbo.
not bad, just waiting...for things to actually start changing when Ive only just started putting the work into it
work is changing (mo' money mo' problems)
Im trying to be healthier, physically and mentally
relativily soon my home will be changing
and Ill be going back to school
Im anxious, but more then ready to ge tthis ball rollin'
I don't like waiting.....time to work on mental health.
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[21 Jul 2011|07:00pm] |
can't wait to get things moving again
Im tired of working 6am to 7:30pm or later almost everyday
all i do is sleep when Im not at work
and I hardly see people..saw adam kristine and cat finally a few nights ago. that will hold me over another month or so....
the apartment we are going to move too once we have enough saved up for deposit/whatnot will be great
and Ill go back to school for a couple classes
have money to actually spend on fun things, not bills and rent
and stress less...it sucks working this much than have the check be gone in just a few days
oh well....I do enjoy this house though, might as well enjoy it while I have it.
the goal is to move out before it gets too cold...especially before the snow.
if that comes before were gone, heating bills will only set us back more
rahh Im ready to move on
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[09 Jul 2011|01:42pm] |
sorry lj, I keep forgetting about you
but if it makes you feel better, I don't remember that last time I went on myspace.
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[19 Jun 2011|07:05pm] |
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I don't know what to do
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[29 Apr 2011|08:11pm] |
I just learned theres such things as 4th, 5th, and 6th degree burns...
ahhh yikes.
I sometimes worry about things exploding and freak (and really freak) accidents leavng me burned badly...I think i saw too much maury and oprah as a little kid with burn victims....especially the episodes with women who were burned with battery acid...that might be the most horrifying thing ever :(
i can't stand too see that stuff, it bothers me forever.
why did i decide to look up first aid tips? I was in a good place...now Im afraid of the furnace blasting me in the face when I change the fitler, my car engine bursting, the stove sparking at my face, the gas exploding at the pump,.....:(
right now I wish i was a fish
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[11 Apr 2011|11:59am] |
last night I dreamt that I was running around a fantasy world and men in blue and black were raping people
so me, being awesome, dressed in blue and back to go undercover and started pillaging thier homes.
then I took of my costume (turned into a hobbit of sorts for some reason) and ran into the mountains...a train started chasing me but I dodged that mother fucker and escaped.
then i woke up and wanted to tell adam but he was asleep.
so i fell back asleep and dreamed about telling him.
i feel satisfied about that night's sleep.
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[02 Apr 2011|08:16pm] |
timing....fuck you
rah
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[01 Apr 2011|06:54pm] |
some people just don't make any sense
but my head feels pretty level at the moment, and thats all I can control.
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[20 Mar 2011|09:16pm] |
so now apparently adam and I are "kicked out" in 30 days
lmfao
They are the lowest most manipulating people Ive ever met, this is fucking ridiculous
and I cant make myself explain this whole mess of thier relationship and I have no idea what they think. I have no idea what the fuck goes in thier hollow heads.
I can't beleive how twisted they made this
and now theyre getting married or some shit, but Im sure ann will change her mind and "move out" in a couple days
and apparently its just "Mike's house". Fuck you I pay for rent and utilities just as much as you do every fucking month and you are the one punching holes in doors and bringing in pets we cant have, and making us have a broken oven.
fucking creeps
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[15 Mar 2011|05:41pm] |
money shall be tight
tight indeed
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[14 Mar 2011|02:41am] |
god damn mother fucker I knew it!
FUCKKKKKKK
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[10 Mar 2011|12:59pm] |
nothing improves my mood more than stepping outside and hearing the birds after the dead of winter.
I can't wait till everything turns bright green!
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[06 Feb 2011|08:54pm] |
my ultimate goal
theres a place that teaches yoga downtown that I could walk to in the spring...and I don't think it costs much.
I need some kind of teacher, at least for a bit, so I don't accidentally hurt myself because Im bending wrong.
that would defeat the point
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[06 Feb 2011|08:13am] |
ahhh Im happy.
this birthday will be a good one.
and I got a sweet book on meditation the other day.
woo
I catch myself frequently daydreaming about long hikes in stoney creek.
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[16 Jan 2011|07:00pm] |
blueberry shredded wheat cereal rules
Kyle said he could give me a tattoo before he leaves =]
I sure hope it happens, maybe I could pesture him next weekend
American dad is way better than family guy
....I just really want my rat tattoo.
and spring
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[02 Jan 2011|12:24am] |
THIS IS NOT A NEW YEARS RESOLUTION
fuck that jazz,
but I need to start communicating better
and spend just a little less time in my noodle noggin.
and also be more productive-
I also want to sell things on etsy, adam and I are already making a few shirts.
but I want more. MORE.
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[27 Dec 2010|12:33am] |
I could go for a big ol' bowl of fruit now.
and some new skin on the bottom of my feet.
ouch
tomorrow I get to cash in all my money and my paycheck at the same time. pimpin.
Ill go buy some fruit and some bitches.
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[24 Dec 2010|08:19pm] |
christmas should be relaxing since I only work in the morning =]
and todays double was easy and I got free pasta!
I need to go backpacking in ireland
or at least somewhere interesting in europe if the chance comes
for a couple weeks, cat wants to go to ireland too soonish
that would be the best vacation.
very soon-ish.
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