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[11 Nov 2009|12:16pm] |
They don't eat, don't sleep
They don't feed, they don't seethe
Bare their gums when they moan and squeak
Lick the dirt off a larger one's feet
They don't push, don't crowd
Congregate until they're much too loud
Fuck to procreate till they are dead
Drink the blood of their so called best friend
They don't scurry when something bigger comes their way
Don't pack themselves together and run as one
Don't shit where they're not supposed to
Don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare
They don't scam, don't fight
Don't oppress an equals given rights
Starve the poor so they can be well fed
Line their holes with the dead ones bread
They don't scurry when something bigger comes their way
Don't pack themselves together and run as one
Don't shit where they're not supposed to
Don't take what's not theirs, they don't compare...
Rats...They don't compare
Ben, the two of us need look no more
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[11 Nov 2009|12:14pm] |
Im off my rocker
shit I don't even have a rocker...
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[28 Sep 2009|01:11pm] |
Sitting here like uninvited company
Wallowing in my own obscenities
I share a cigarette with negativity
Sitting here like wet ashes
With xs in my eyes and drawing flies
Bathed in perspiration drowned my enemies
Used my inspiration for a guillotine
I fire a loaded mental cannon to the page
Leaning on the pedestal that holds my self denial
Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride
Sitting here like wet ashes with xs in
My eyes, and drawing flies
Hey what you yellin
About, conditions, permission, mirrored self affliction
Hey what you yellin about sadists
Co-addiction, perfect analogies
Hey what you yellin about conditions
Permission mirrored self affliction
Leaning on the pedestal that holds my self denial
Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride
Sitting here like wet ashes with xs in my eyes
And drawing flies
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| Gary might be dieing |
[14 Sep 2009|12:42pm] |
Gary is what I named my car
so its really not all that bad
still sucks though
stupid fat yellow gary
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[11 Sep 2009|11:06am] |
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why do they only seem to make band shirts for big fat guys?
Im swimming in all my favorite band shirts
its like a shelter, a tent
Im not very good, I mean, good at all, at modifying tshirts..
thats probably becuase I just get angry while Im doing it, I don't enjoy the process of seweing
Ill probably just keep them big
I hope work goes well for adam this morning : /
I got a gift for him last night that will be here in 4-5 business days
Ill probably just give it to him right away
I hope my coffee is done being made
arg headache
I usually don't update so habitually
I need to study up for myarcheology class
saw jess last night, woo! jack burton got so big, I hadn't seen the baby snakes in so long
oh and hey,
Im not oblivious
Im not stupid
I changed since highschool
not sorry for changing, but sorry for hurting you
you didnt sense a growing distance in conversation before..........?
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[18 Aug 2009|08:16pm] |
leavin for toldeo tomorrow!
yea!
yea!
yea!
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[17 Aug 2009|02:41pm] |
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fucking pissed. I go through spews of rage every so often
this was brought on by work and incompitent people that can't take care of thier fucking shit, not to mention literall shit shooting out of asses at 6 in the morning and the fucking owner not even caring about her own poor vomiting dog. I must be the only one thier that cares about Housten. why the fuck did she get a great dane if shes just going to leave it at work, give him bad food and ignore him? poor guy. I called her at 6 and was hoping to wake her up with my call to tell her to bring her dog some fucking food...except i didn't say fucking becuase she is my boss. she said she will. if she doesn't i might have to add some more intensity to my vocabulary when talking to her.
and now a relative is being taken off her ventalture for her brain annn,,,,,no fucking idea how to spell it
I didn't know her too well
mom won't stop crying, shes looking through her photo albums now
tried calling adam, i guess his phone must dead or something. toledo is something to look forward to though i guess
probably better i don't talk to anyone till the rage settles anyways god damnit...i don't have to work tomorrow 6:30 am to 7:30 pm anymore at least, now I just start at 1. Ill make sure tonight goes well then
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| BEAT THE BASTARDS BEAT THEM NOW!!!! |
[14 Aug 2009|12:28pm] |
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ew
fuckin preteen fashionistas
you're handbag doesn't need to match your flip flops
and why the hell do you need a cell phone...your mom drives you everywhere anyways
but its worse when they have that speaking pattern some of them have...they really emphasize thier "s's", and everything is "like" and "OMG" and "Ill brb my bff lol!"
...fuck
but anyways, going to toledo next week for a day Im thinkings
should be fun
I hope the tour gets intensly more awesome for the guys, face melting good
this song always gets me pumped, I feel so dead
taking a break today
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ew
fuckin preteen fashionistas
you're handbag doesn't need to match your flip flops
and why the hell do you need a cell phone...your mom drives you everywhere anyways
but its worse when they have that speaking pattern some of them have...they really emphasize thier "s's", and everything is "like" and "OMG" and "Ill brb my bff lol!"
...fuck
but anyways, going to toledo next week for a day Im thinkings
should be fun
this song always gets me pumped, I feel so dead
taking a break today
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[08 Aug 2009|12:44pm] |
adams gone until the 23rd on tour
hes pretty pumped
I haven't had a day to myself in a long while, I think Im going to do that today
I keep zoning out
time for goodies
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[10 Jul 2009|12:53pm] |
Leave me a comment and I will give you a letter.
Then, write 10 things that you love starting with that letter.
Post the list in your journal.
Give out letters those who comment.
adam gave me F:
1. freedom
2. foxes
3. feeling
4. finding things you thought you lost
5. fish in the sea
6. ...fucking.....
7. frolocking
8. friends
9. felines
10. fugazi
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[28 Jun 2009|03:36pm] |
so there was a bat in my house
about 10 minutes ago
poor little guy
actually about the size of a blue jay or somethin
he went in my room so i opened the window and my dad used a broom to try to coax him out the window
then we lost him for a sec
he was perching on my book shelves
i toook a picture
i put a shirt over him and scooped him up gently
he was so cute, his little feet and wings were wiggling in my hands
and i set him outside
yay =]
but now we know theres a hole in house and bats in the attic
my rats were a scared when the bat was flying around above them
k...Im going to adams =]
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[27 Jun 2009|05:03pm] |
hey creepy creeperson....you know who you are
lookin at this page
fuckin creepo
but at least a champion
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